Saturday, June 7, 2008

Another Week and the Saga Continues

Since last week, my doctor, Chris Awtrey asked me if he could take my case to an ethicist at Beth Israel. Here is the outcome. He suggests that I write a letter to the acting head of OB/GYN, Dwayne Pursley, (former neighbor on High Street, Newburyport). From there, he is hoping that it will be heard by a medical review board at Beth Israel and perhaps used as an instuctional case at Beth Israel. I would not pursue this in any other forum.

I developed Stage IV, grade 3 ovarian cancer while being monitored. This is the most advanced form of cancer which has the worst prognosis. There is evidence in prior ultrasounds of things that should have been investigated and weren't. Of course looking at this retrospectively makes things much more apparent. It will not change the outcome for me, but may help someone else.

History: I was an infertility patient 1993-1996 and was fortunate to have conceived both of my children using IVF. I was also exposed to large doses of follicle stimulating hormones, which raise the risk of cancer of the ovaries and breast. (The medical community has not definitely established this. Call it my own hypothesis: If less exposure to estrogen provides protections from ovarian and breast cancers, than it stands to reason that more exposure would present more risk. It has yet to be definitely proven, but I was aware of the potential risk.)

After having children, my OB left Beth Israel because of her own family vs. doctor lifestyle and did not recommend a replacement. I found a doctor through Boston IVF who has been my gynecologist for the past 10 years. She is not a BI doctor, but has hospital privileges. She and I set up a monitoring system to allay my fears which involved ultrasound monitoring every 6 months and a blood test called CA-125 (which is 60% effective). That is as good as it gets for screening for ovarian cancer. There are other things currently being studied which look promising. Anyway throughout this process, there was a small cyst discovered in 2002 which was 2 cm in diameter, benign appearing. " Cysts come and go...not to worry." But this one kept persisting.

In all my discussions with my doctor, this was presented as a simple, fluid filled cyst which was benign, benign, benign. There is no reason to remove it because when you undergo menopause, oftentimes these cysts go away on their own. This conversation continued until 12/07 when the cyst had grown to 5.5 cm, but still simple and benign appearing. When I asked about consulting an oncologist, it was dismissed. She said that they are only removed if you are experiencing symptoms.

Now, Dr. Awtrey tells me that in my ultrasound studies as early as 2004, he notices an echogenic nodule which connected the cyst to the ovary and provided blood flow. This got his attention because cancer and even precancer develops its own blood supply. However, he is developing this study retrospectively in June 2008.

This was never discussed and unfortunately although it is noted in the reports, I never got copies of the actual report, but relied on my doctors interpretation which failed me. I had an appointment with both my new BI gynecologist and BI GI doctor on May 21st and May 13th respectively. I never made it to these appointments because I was hospitalized on May 10th for a large 12 cm mass which had taken the place of the simple cyst attached to my left ovary. The ovaries were both cancerous, as was the cervix and a block of tumor which had grown into my rectosigmoid colon. In fact, it was the tumor block in the colon which was producing the most symptoms as I was complaining about pain in my left side and the inability to pass stool reliably. The barium from the CAT scan finally proved impassable. I was most focussed on the GI symptoms because I had had so much pain related to eating.

Unfortuntely, by the time I was hospitalized the cancer had metastasized and spread around my abdomen and passed through the lymphatic system to the pleural cavity around my right lung. I was starting to develop symptoms which I thought were asthmatic due to seasonal allergies. That in combination with a crushed bladder is what got me to the hospital. The abdominal surgery went well, since major organs weren't involved. The surgeon feels he removed all of the visible tumor cells. Unfortunately the cancer in the lung is inoperable, so we are relying on chemotherapy to attack those tumor cells.

Let's hope for the best outcome. It may be a case study to watch!

8 comments:

Dinah said...

I am so proud of you for writing this update Maura. You are so clear headed about the whole thing, and you have history! Yes, this better catch the attention of the medical field!
I am sorry you end up being the result of cancer specialists and doctors who just don't know all of what is happening out there, yet, also, sometimes, don't have the tools...and can't or haven't taken the needed percausions.
I am rooting for you to beat this and then tell more!

The word sorry doesn't describe my feelings about this whole ordeal.
I am going to see you soon...and give you a very big hug. And some quiche!!!
I'll bring some boxing gloves over for Nathanial too! ;-)

xox dinah

Anonymous said...

Hi Maura and family,
Nathaniel, great posting of blog. Excellent.
Maura, thanks so much for the information. Your handling of the mismanagement of your health care is stellar. No fray, positive, take the facts and use them for the future. I hope the medical arena learns from their mistakes.
We love you,
Cassy, Robert, Karyn, Erika, Luke
Did you enjoy the Abaco pics (on the cd sent?)
Spoke with Emily and Nathaniel last night, they are cool kids.

Will S. said...

Read your post this morning. Very
unsettling. You are good to be able to be rational and try to make this a learning experience for someone. We'll follow with interest.

There's no need for us to tell you to "Be strong". It is clear from this Blog that you already are. We look forward to hearing from you. Best to Bill and the kids.

Love:

Will & Beth

katharine perkins said...

Maura,It is a frustrating saga for you to have been so cautious and conscientious in following up on things all these years and still have things that were not picked up on.
However, I can give you a little positive note that I heard this week. A friend told me of her friend who had your same diagnosis, surgery, and chemo. That was seven years ago and she is going strong without further problems to date. Easy for me to say, but you have been great in keeping focused on the problem immediately in front of you and dealing with it. This moment is the only moment that matters. You have been a model reminding me to do that in my own life. Keep kickin' ass girl!
Love, Bobby

katharine perkins said...

Hi Maura,
I agree wholeheartedly with Dinah who wrote: "This (darn well) better catch the attention of the medical community!" What an outrage..... I admire your positive outlook, while taking in this inexcusable set of errors by so-called "Doctors." I would be so rip, roaring angry....but, that's just me. AND, anger is a negative emotion, for sure!
God Bless You, dear Maura. You have a lot of support in all of this. I'm sure you can feel us all out there rooting for you!
Much love, Kate

katharine perkins said...

Hi (again!),
You are a strong woman. A woman whom I greatly admire. Grace under pressure; that's you!
Hope today is not too hot in Concord. Temps are rising in Camden, ME. Finally! It's time to retire the winter coats, I think?
Love to you, Bill, Emily and Nathaniel, Kate

Anonymous said...

Maura,

I am so glad you are pursuing Yoga and Rieki! I've been wanting to suggest it and thought you would think it was crazy. There is something to it. I'll talk with you off line about it, but it is good to hear your thoughts about what is happening and your positive thoughts/actions about recovery. I am taking your notes to my doctor this week. I have not been as vigilant as you...

Love, Patricia

SueB said...

Hi Maura,
I just heard the news and you are one incredible woman. I lost my first note so I hope this one goes through. The unfortunate fact is we all want the tests and screenings to detect and pick up the problems early and prolong life and yet in most cases medicine still hasn't proven itself to be effective in that arena. It is a humbling time to be a physician. Maura you are one of if not the most gracious women I know. I am so impressed that you have allowed your friends and family to be a part of this often most private journey. If Dan or I can be of any help let us know. You Bill and the kids will be in our prayers. I will stay in touch I truly believe in the alternative side as well. I offer various options to my patients all of the time. There is a diet that I presented a paper on remember in Japan (the patient on the ketogenic diet) generally used in kids with seizures, well I read recently that one of the CA centers was doing work with brain cancer and this diet and it was proving effective. I would be happy to go over it with you. I have no idea if it would have any impact on lung or ovarian. The bottom line was that during the ketotic state the tumor cells could not metabolize ketone bodies for fuel yet the rest of the body has the capability to utilize ketones as a fuel source. Therefore tumor cells died out the rest of the body was able to live.
You will be in my thoughts and prayers.